Sunday Morning Brain Wanderings

Now that I have blogger mobile maybe I will blog a little more often... hence a Sunday morning posting...

As I sit disengaged this morning in the morning worship, listening to the words, hearing the songs, I wonder why I can't engage. I wonder why my brain is else where. I want to be here I want to contribute but I feel like a boy sitting outside the general store looking in and wondering.

I know that I am in God's will but this is where it is hard. This is where I am struggling with the desire to feel needed.

Is this wrong? Is this sin?

I think this is human nature. Desiring to be needed when all God is desiring is for us to desire him, to rest in him and him alone.

I need to release this despite myself.

I need to rest in God alone not in my own self or in my own self worth.

More to follow...

To God be the Glory